What am I doing now you say? Im watching twilight. And that's the plan for tomorrow too, at around eight? I'll ask laura for a ride back home. So um bella's drinking blood huh? There all together huh? Like together together. As in couple. That's great. When it works out. I loved how edward covered his nose when bella's scent was carried by the wing. Like he was grossed outttt. He's such a jerk in this movie. And RUDE. Im really use to reading as jake now. I wonder if she... nevermind. Maybe you can read it. I can name you all their cars, that's how I tested jaz ta see if he really did read all the books. At least im not alone on the whole guy thing. But im not so different compared to all the boys at her school, bet they all red it. But here at whs im sort of a beauty :] or at least that's what I tell myself. Just like that girl said, jessica? That's bryan salazar, he's amzingly gorgeous but its like we're not good enough for him. Yepps that sorta how it is. Im thinking of the last time I touched her, well it wasn't the last time but her hair smelled like smoke. I wonder if she still reads this, if she still loves getting tang.... forks washington. Seems like agreat place. Jen says I've been in hiding like all week. Joey says I don't call him but he's always asleep. He takes naps just as long as mine. Three or even maybe four hours. Yesterday night's was the first night's or day's sleep without me sweating. Kays this is where edward saves you bells. I hate how you don't hear much of emmet or alice or jasper yet. Yet. My body wants to rest but I still have a while untill this ends. More has a mountian of baby stuff. =D the kid is gonna use five of my old clothes. Like they even have feet on em lol. Just like the one of me wearing my pink one. Remember? You said it was cute. I hate how all the cullen's and jake call bella's kid "it" and a monster and this and that. Imma love my baby so much. My mind. I have a better handle on it, im controlling myself but gosh. I wonder... farewell