i woke up alot last night, like um four times?
i mean it sucked a tiny bit but i was able to fall
back asleep easy this time. when i talk anout the game
to troy i know what he'll say "we need to get rid of ben,
he sucks" he always says that but we have him an eight year
102 million dollor contrack. whats on my mind? too much for
this time in the morning. i told sonia that i wish i could be
something like edward and she was like too bad everyone wishes that,
i said to be cold and eternal? amy isnt on and she said something about
feeling sick the other day so maybe she is now but from what she told me
she wont want to misss this day, plus its the last one for a while.think
there rea;;y is 14 shades of grey? more no? yeah way more. my light blub
in my lmap when out so its super dark in here. vann will most likely pull me out of studyhall. should i just stand when the phone rings? naw huh? cause if its not for me theru will be like, ummm and your standing why? my tummy is empty, its a sucky feeling but after the third day you can ignor it better. i remember that from a summer or two ago. i just drank water. goosebumbs. yesterday i lost =/. kays well i guess its tie to do this, im out...