dear blog, jen and i snowblowed and shoved the driveway for like an hour and a tiny bit more, i mean it was a tiny bit fun but the fast falling snow covered up quicky what we did like the five minuites before it. and um jen and i saw a sudden like burst of neon blue? it was crazy, i thought it was just me and i stood there and looked around, i asked if she saw it and she asked me what i saw, i said a big blue light. idks. so im back in the house. doing the usual. reading, aim and music, thinking. later