I now understand edward, it isn't the real thing, not nearly as tastey but hey it works, for now. When I need a little jolt of "happyness" I listen to last night by diddy. I was singing it and then it got louder and louder till I was like screaming it. Maybe I got too into the lyrics =). Took it too personaly. I so didn't spell that word right. Fact: when I "dance" its some dorky looking shit =p kays well its 12:05 and I haven't talked to her in a day. see her all the time but the tou.... um I guess this is goodbye. Over and out