I need to get out more.
I honestly think im loosing it here. Closed in my room. Im my own worst enemy. Im the one that stops myself from doing what I want to do, im the one that stops me from doing things that'll make me happy, smile. I don't know what to do, what to think. Im so confused. So lost. Hello miss? Could you show me which way is up? Which is down? Cause its all the same to be now. Do I still chase that person up the neverending spiral staircase? Will I ever even catch her? Maybe she's running besides me and that's why I haven't scene her back in a while. Maybe I need to widen my vision. You there, toss me a knife. No, that's not what I ment. Kays easy bryan, happy thoughts, I need to shower first. That's the first step. Okay gotcha. Well its 12:07. And im sick of aim.