Happy turkey day?
Mother never made a turkey ever thos. I guess its because we're mexican? lol well when it was about two I was like "mami! Where's the stuffing, turkey, mashed potatoes and mac and mac cheese?" she told me that that's for americans. Lol i m dead tired of eating me kinda food. Bring on the chinese food and ittalin and um that stuff. I so spelled that wrong. I can picture it now, she has elsie, and um dad's mom and dad and mum I guess people from the pond and stuff? Idk maybe? And she looks amazing. That she always looks. Im sitting on my bed listening to tokio hotel. Listening ta frankie j and baby bash, suga suga. I look around at my room, my big comicbook box to my left, the scarface poster, my nightstand, that holds my legos, my braclets, two lamps, the big comicbooks and gumballs and books and um steelers monopoly full of stuffs. And to my right is my cars, a steelers hat (that so dosent fit my head) my pirates hat, a bradsaw helment, a fotball and bullets, thumbtacks, and my board, never changed. With my necklaces go when they aret being worn, a notw with gir, the flower from 8th grade, comicbook stores's cards. Robin and batman logos. Superman, batman and a marvel one..... (I got it from my venom shirt, that I lost like a longgg time ago) I think I last wore it when we shot those huge rubber bands at ty. Member? And you put two 7 stickers on it. My converse firsr has the number 77. Oh and in front of me is a chair, my dark knight poster, a smaller comicbook box. I can see my superman and one of my baman boxers and my xbox ones. My big batman doll thay lindsey won me last summer at six flags, I can see breaking dawn. (Wish is sittin on my nightmare on elm collection, and season one and two of heroes and daredevil and seasure four of the cartoon batman. And um that's my room I guess. She knows it well. Only thing that's changed is that there's more in it. Ouch, I just cracked my right elbow. Im saying like everything that's in my mind. Well holding back on this one part. Im sure you can guess. Im just trying to keep the happy thoughts in my mind. The loneliness and the pain is sometimes easier to ignor if I just pretend its not even there. Im okay I guess right now. I can picture her siling right now. I think she's happy being around the family and family friends that are most likely around her. Am I going crazy? I smell something burning?. Oh I forgot my new jersey in father's car. Its white. Mi tio got it for me. He said he forgot I liked black so much but its fine.crap! Phones gonna die, here always, bryan