honey! it was all a dream...
it wqas crazy tho, i must have let my phone on
the music player mode while i slpet and with the change
of songs my dream changed to that mood. with sweetest girl you
were so popular and like you had a bf that all you asked about was
what he got you. like jewlery and cloths and when i said your name to
talk to you. you said "you know you cant do this, we're are in public you know"
and i then you asked this this ring looked nice on you, i said lovely and you said
really? i dont think so. and you said you really had to go in a snobby tone and said
if its popularity that i wanted that maybe you'd say my name if i did your history
hw fot you. then we parted ways. you walked like with a whole bunch of boys that could fitedward cullen's bio. well thats whe nthe song changed and echo played. i stood there and said over in my mind, whatever happened to you? you use to the the
sweetest girl and now all you care about is money and your looks. what happened to the doek i use to read comics with and blow all our nickles and dimes on them, or maybe thats just me but still... thats besides the point =) ily. i said if only you could here the echo in my mind, thats when i saided saying ily, catalina. and then its like you heard me and something shattered in your mind and you ran all the way back to me and like hit me to hard and i fell down and you were on top of me. kissing me and saying you were sorry. yhats when the song changed to smother me. and i was calling you baby all the time and i just held you, then suddenly the floor disappered beneth us and we were falling through well nothing, but after awhile i saw the stars, we were falling and falling faster. i held you. protected you. here in my arms. then it happened again. isnt someone missing played and i woke up like in qa cabin type thing on a mountian. with what it looked like a map. like i was trying to figure out where you went. guess you moved suddenly, like the groud we laid on and then got married so your last name changed whhich made it harder and then i lost all contacts with the mckays. i was trying to find the family you stayed with in germany with but it had been about 30 years. =/ and i sand it. isnt someone missing? isnt someone missing me? i wondered if you misses me. all i had then were maps and deadlines of trails i thought you took. i had the 8th grade year book and all our notes. guess i was never really abale to let go. not een 30 years after sight. then i miss you played. i was in germany now, i found the location where you stayed that summer, it was a rainly night. how woulda guessed huh? wello anywas i knocked on the door and told her my name, and that i was sorry for disturing the woman at her house. but then i got to the point, i told her why i was there, at their home, hell even in german;y. the lady said bless your soul and let me in for a cup of tea. but soon she told me, im sorry to tell you this sonny but that family fled after the war and she didnt hear good news about it. she was gonna tell me but i told her to hold her toung. rude huh? and so then i left. left the house. an other dead end. thats when wake up played. all i heard was "wake up, wake up, honey wake up!" thats when you threw some watter on me but i woke up to you and held you do cold. i said i spend the last 3p years looking for you! do you have any idea what hell i had to go through? to the places i had to travel to? but it didnt amtter than because i had you. my prized (wife) you thought i was gonna say gf but i guess we tired the knot. you said honey? what the hell are you taking about? you've been with me the whole nightr, i saw the expressions and way your body moved next to mine and it worried me so i woke you. ily. it was amazing. i thought hjad i gone crazy? why was i dreaming so much? like jumping into an other dream every few minuites but it was like movie hun. what woke me up is when you had to go pick up the kids and didnt come back, i called your cell and i heard silence is all that remains ands i droped me phone and said this wasnt real. that it couldnt be and then i woke up. i had taken a two and ahalf hour nap. wanna know something? like really? i was sweaty and jen said she went to goget the straightener and heardf me mummble i guess. it wasd crazyyy. it was so real, all hbeacuse i sleep sleep with the music on