small, disposable, ever changing

Listen up,
This is what I wrote
Int my journal, im not the boy I act like, I've only been late to class at most twice. Your right, my knockles hurt, guess I was always theone to learn the hard way.

Telling people to never change is stupid because time does things. No matter what you say. Okay so lets say jane and jon love one an other vary much and then jane left, OR jon, wouldn't want anyone out there mad at me. Butthey promised to love one an other "forever" bullshit. He or she will go and fuck around with others. While the other one of them is alone in time. Playing mr. Or mrs. Faithful. Time will break you down and then slowly rebuild you with new pieces so you can handle the pain for tomorrow. So it won't huer again. You'd "love" one an other but soon you will cross paths and will walk right past one an other without glance or a hello. That's just the way things are. Im trying to stay hopeful. But its hard. But I must pull through