she hasnt texted yet, which is a little bit odd.
im use to talking to her so much and seeing the glowing blue light in my pccket
always. Maybe she's just havin one of those days, or just forgot her phone. i have
no idea. i want to be there for her so she wont screw up too bad, maybe i can
help her build good habits but that'll take alot of backing her up and catching her.
im i ready to board this trian? it feels nice being responible for someone even tho
most would say it should be this way. no one should have to hold the other up?
no that wasnt worded right, idk but ill be there. My school day was okay, i told
truss that im leaving ear;y because im gonna skip the rally. so what now? im lisening to i'm sorry. i guess i wasnt cut out for her in the end. i believe its joey. a secret. jane and clair arent their real names. but i think you guessed that much and know their real ones. joey wants to go to subway but im not in the least bit hungrey. someone thats always been there huh? justsort of happened. it didnt hurt, i told myself it wouldnt and i fought the pain. maybe soon i can get use to it again. im just not sure. jen shuld be getting here soon. i feel like ive been here at this place for four hours. i wish i could see clair. i hope the b day flys by. the whole week please.... well i shpuldnt keep him waiting. i think i'll just get a coffee. babye, blog