Dear loves,
father just put some cream so the swelling
in ny right hand will hopefuly go down. loves?
things will get better, shes not a lier, osnt a bitch,
your not a dog. your perfect the way you are. there was
no way she could ever convice me to say she isnt perfect or gorgrous.
to me she is alway that. this is must be how you felt. missing your bryan.
im here now but wheres the party mama? wheres everyone? they'll come back for
me wont they? the projector downstairs is set to 80'. better than any tv ive ever scene and so clear cause of hd. imma hook up the ps3 to it when i get it. the way im typing is slow because my right hand. i move my finger over it and just gp stright down. oey is too busy playing FF tonight. i hope shes with cloud tonight, that bear is always dressed to killl =) in a penguin suit. i think imma sleep with my hat on? election tims is coming. reminds me of that awesome song i posted a few days back. i hope tomorrow's a day flys back. kiss my hand? maybe it'' work wonders and it wont hurt anymore. maybe i could do the same to your feelings with an embrace. i real one. maybe i could be like peties dad and just take it from you. my bed is big. a queen. kahita's school gives her tons of work. shes the youngest out of us all. jay[s the oldest. would you wanna me to go to mexico for the summer? i wish you could stay for a week this me there. but you parents would say no and shoot it down right there? im not sure. itd be an awesomee trip with you there. im listening to alisononfire. i need to dust my cars. i hope halloween is a good one. i havnt had a good once since i went with jordan way back. we got so much candy that night. i need to shave. its yucky whats on my chin. i wish roy would move here someday. but idk. imma laydown. guess theres not tummy here =/ no cool sounds or softness =/ bummmerrr. maybe someday. thats my boy. hope. well in the time it takes things to get me imma sit tight, lay here and read my comics. dork always =) love ,bryan