When your given the choice to sit it out or dance, i hope you dancd

hey everyone,
how are you?

well its raining,
i dont like it when it rains in the morning.
the past two days have been great, we had so much fun on saturday,
we babysat for maya, carlos and lia. maya was the easyest one beacause she's the eldest and like can just read or online and be okay. i was with carlos for alot of the time, we climed trees, watched batman and just like had fun. lia the littest one had something wrong with her ear and she would just cry at random times ;(. after calina gave her the meds to hhelp she fell asleep. thats what meds to to kids, knock them out. in ww2 they would give the baby's a tiny bit of meds of like beer because it made them to to sleep and when silance is all you have to stay alive then you gotta do what isnt right all the time no? sunday she was tired, we ta;lked about like everything, i learned alot. at times it really ggot to me but she made it okay.
maybe i'll get that prayers someday. my best friend jopey hasnt been picking up his ohone or calling me, not sure to it, im use to talking to him for hours untill the phone dies. we'd talk about rap, when he get older, like what we'd do. what our jobs would be and just alot. and my girl as you all know should know beacuase im bitching about it is leaving tomorrow for germany. ten days. im telling her to live it up and just enjoy every second of it because its not everyday that you go to europe. im playing a game called raft wars now, just to be doing something, kepp the mind busy. mom was right, just write from the heart and edit later. guess she sdaid she does the "corrections" while she writes. just it it out and flow. hey i gotta go. <3 13