Friday, June 20, 2008

ummmm

On the caller id, it said heartford greater....... like isn't that the first few words of her school? Naww. Naw dude don't even think of it. Kay well im laying on my bed, listenint to anytime. The ac has been on for a few hours so when you walk in you can feel a huge change. I want to talk to her but I think im truely like annyong her. Idk I just like don't understand? Naw it dosent amtter at all. Im thinking of japan's suicide cliff. Oh I need to add more water to my circus guy. Me mate won't leave. I feel it. Like if she did I'd be like someone adopting a seven year old. But those are just silly thoughts my mama loves me =] that made me smile. Jen's in the other room watching charmed. I was in a chatroom with amy, yuri, becca, victoria, and ian and vu for a bit. Kinda fun. Babe what's it that I can't get my mind off you, and no its not that I wanna, see imma a step ahead. Like your always on my mind, not a second that you aren't, and no people im not trying to be chessey or kiss ass like I mean it. I think its the same with you, well you told me beofre so Its true. Now im listening to break away. Its almost six. Well six minuites till six. I look over at my helment, in two days. When I crossed the street after you were done making your shirt I looked at the road. Thought this is one of the "back roads" that id love to speed by on. But no. You'd slap me around a bit if I did :p right babe? I'll be driving in no time. What's on my mind you say? How lia only kissed you, and when some guy halled ass down your road once and I stoped to hear and you hit me. When you like picked me up in the pool. Tuesday I I felt like you were my best friend. The day gaby felt like family. The time at the dance where you thought I just wasn't blinking, when we layed on my bed talking waiting for your father to pick you up. The hug and how I said like what you tell me. How sometimes I feel maybe to attached? But everythiong feels so right. How I said that i won't be use to you being away, it'll be like a little kid missing his mom, everyday is a lifetime to them. Now that reminds me of gaby and how she said if you like hide your face to a little kid that your like gone and yet that reminds me of how easly gaby was fooled. Thre too much babe? Well im out, <3

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