from where you are

Hey people?
No one reads this but whatever, I don't need epople to. This is day one of catalina in germany, black yellow and red. Jen like let me see an email tu tia send her. I think going to german would be like time travel, like since its six hours ahead. And going back to my home is going back in time since its two hours back, but when my cousin manny texts his text travels through time? Idk. Take it one day at a time dude, this shouldn't be hard, like we use to sing.... say it. Take it each day as it comes, don't try to think of the next, do that and it'll hit you hard in the jaw and screw you. Well I've been singing a lot of lifehouse, from where you are, everything, storm. I don't know if I should talk to mom while your gone? Naw like she's alone no? Like she's the only one in the house. Maybe itd feel nice talking to someone even if its just her daughter's kid boyfriend. S281 saleen, that's the car I want, a 2002 or 2003 or 2004. I want 204 but they all look the same. I just want the 2004 cause its the newest of its bodystyle and I don't want it to have TOO many miles on it. Mi tia has surgery today. Naw dude don't think like that. I know she's thinking of me just as much as I am thinking of her, if not more. Her trip may vary be the trip of her life. Just spaced out for a little. Emily won't get back to me but its okay, I think jason knew I was bumed about her leaving so he told me I can call and he'd pick me up just to make sure I was okay. I don't want to eat. I just reached over to my nightstand and got the picture that hung in my locker. I'll be okay. Its not forever and its just for like a little. She's be back in a blink of an eye, right? Right?!... *sigh* a hell of a long blink. Naw but it will be okay. Everything will, just like she says. Father is mad at me? I called your cell to maybe reach gaby but no luck. So I left a voice mail. I think im annoying amy. Hey I finished the two face comic, I wore a white dc on my right foot and my black one on my left and wore fingerless gloves like the same colors. Maybe gaby rubed off me a little? :], mama amy isn't good at reading my mind. I just to amy to tell me a story, she asked why and I said cause you would. Ima lame, calina would say "no your not, your mine " <3 I didn't go to bed untill like four, on and off. Sam left at like oneish today. Jen and sam wouldn't shut up. I love you catalina. Well if mi tia wouldn't mind having a seven year old for a day then imma stay over there. I hung up the photo mom gave me, the one of you jumping, I think my eyes are closed, like I took the one one down and put the new on my my push board. The old one is on top of my desk. Catalina could read my mind. Amy says she knows I miss you but I didn't even say it in this convo. She says se knows I miss you because I always do when your not around. True. I think its the same for you babe. Maybe someday you'd show me germany? Well imma read over some comics. Im thinking of you a lot, gaby, when I called your father dad and asked if I could tag along, when I gave mom a hug on the 16th. Of how you said you like loaded up your ipod with pictures of me and how you came to say goodbye. Later hun, (see I even got later from you) <3 love always, bryan 13