Scream with me,
Yeah spin the beat…….

After one leaves there wont be an other one like them,
Not every detail, like hov said right? Yeah right. Everything will be fine dude.
There isn’t anyone like you. If she leaves then its her lost. But I adore her. I don’t want to be alone, I feel so attached to her. I use to be mad, I got rid of it thought. Like I remember wanting to get the people who laughed at me back. But it wasn’t me. I let that part of me go, it was worthless, like hate. Reminds me of something I wrote. That someone week wants to be like recognized, he wants to stand out, stop em dead. Be known for something. And like he tries and tries so hard but doesn’t. He thinks by having something powerful he can make them know him. Like shooting a gun in a crowed room, people can help but to stop whatever the hell they are doing and stop and look where the blast came from… your gun. Right? Like jay said? Jealousy is a female trait. I should be better than that.. well she leaves on Tuesday the 24th, sucks for me and for the people around her. Hey its cool how the th went all little at the 24. see I don’t need much to like entertain me. Like the dueling clocks in jen’s office. Gaby leaves today. Im thinking of Emily played without words on guitar. Sounds so peaceful.. heartbeat is slower now. Reminds me of the hulk. He cant do like things that will make it go up or else he goes green. Man screw back on holding on. This is like my blog and its meant to like put thoughts on or whatever. I don’t like these little fights. Middle school drama shit. Like its not like the people that these fights are going on with are even close to me, they wouldn’t even know my birthday. Shows how much they know. So quit your bitching. There’s two people and they should know how they are. But its not like one even reads my blog to maybe this is a waste of time. But yet again im home alone for an other five hours so I have nothing else to do. Im thinking of the movie called “stay alive” and Phineus sees Abigail and says hey mama. Too bad he dies. I member the sday when jen, nigel and lindsey went to go see it. Nigel liked the name phineus. Fact: I keep my movie tickets in the hoods of my cars. And in the bradshaw helment. Dude she loves you. I know like she’ll miss me when she’s gone. Not to sound cocky, to be real. I must keep busy I cant stay in this house and do nothing but think of her. It’ll drive me crazy. You know what I mean right readrrs. Ahhh like I am know, I feel like far, father and I are going riding with kurt and his son. That should be an aweome way to just let things out,. I wanna talk to you em but I think I like anny people like like texting,. People are busy on the beaches, on vaction with theit familes, too busy to pick up their cells. Well im sure theres people like me that arent doing jack. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I love you catalina. Jen wrote on her board that im whiped. Dad and I cant find the pink slips to the qquafds. Im looking over at the brick (my cell0 and it’s a green light so I have nothing new. Joey’s working back at the gas place near micky d. lisa works there too. I wonder that brandon dies though. I have to man the fuck up, I wonnt be seeing her and that’s ookay, I love her she loves me. Good. Now im kay. Well I guess imma take a shower. Hahaha nowthat reminded me of gaby. Anywho later