Yo puedo vivir sin aire

Today was a real eye opener, well this this my day 26/5/8. We loaded up the quads and went to mi tio's manny's. We ride and ate. My cousins came over and stuff. I made a little fire next to where my uncle was making the fire, so he promised we'd have a bonfire when the night grew old. My cousin, jen and I went to stop and shop when it was about sunset to get some fireworks, I talked to my partner for a short while but she was having laptop problems :/. She said something about throw a car over a bringe. Well the fire works were cool. I rode for about an hour alone. I saw the groundhog. Well when we made the bonfire. We talked about lots of things but we ended up talking about home and family. Well if you didn't know my tia's father died in a fire, he died a hero though. He saved his wife. When he opened the door he pushed her on the floor and told her to cover her face but the sudden burst of oxygen got him down, he hit the floor and dead of a heartattack. So really he didn't die from the burns, a heartattack. This happened in their house in new mexico. He had bulit the house with his own two hands. Well he never rold he that he loved her, but he like knew he was going to die, he grabed her hand and told her that he loved her, told her how great it turned out that they lasted and grew old with one an other. He had been in the hopital for a while before the fire, he didn't want to die in the hospital. Tio manny says after grandma died other people's deaths don't really hit him. The one of his mother hit him, and hit him hard. My dad and uncle use to fall asleep in grandpa's coat because it smelled like him. They were like cool it smells like dad and they'd end up cuddling with it and thus falling asleep. mi tia says its the young and stron that die first, that it isn't fair. They talked about that they are getting old and how will I speek of them to our kids and my kid's kid's. I couldn't take it, I cryed, and cryed, I even went into the house. Jen soon followed, she says she's glad they noticed my tears before the saw hers. My uncle came to get me since jen left me. He said "if you think im gonna die soon you'r crazy" (in spanish of coarse) then he huged me. The bonfire lasted three hours I think. Its almost one in the morning. My cloths smell of smoke big time. Hey babe? For how much longer can I be you for? I thought of you lot, that took away from the speed. Its nothing be being with you now. I've grown so much use to you, your scent, I know what means what in your eyes, I just feel ever so close. Correct me if im wrong but I feel like im vary well inside of you. I feel right. Like you. Baby, I love you. Well if im gonna see you tomorrow I'll need some rest. Quads? You can come. And to my readers I bid you a fair night. And to you my fine lady, *kisses your hand* I'll be seeing you tomorrow 13 Catalina and bryan <3