7/5/8

Just threw up a little.
Hey people, how was your days? Mine? Was was fine I guess. Im gonna try real hard not to show up at school tomorrow. I forgot to ask for my journal. Im thinking of just having it for me and give it back to you when im done. Only 1/3 of it left. I guess that boy heard that we broke up because of "what happened in philly" he thought we also lost our title of best couple because of the break up. I want to go somewhere far. Don't tell me where, just give me a ticket and I won't ask questions. Promise. Ohh hey lizzy, how's it hanging? Wow I never say that. Well how's life? I guess magda got her permit. Cool. My thought and chopy and I don't know what to think. He told the world how he felt with the sound of a gat. Makes me think. Hey look, that wasn't too hard for me. 7316 10 11 16, I got those numbers from the date and time. May 7th, 3:16. I guess im looking for the number 23. The suicide blonde. Sherry. I want to, but I can't, I promised. She smiled sometimes when I saw. Why smile? I don't think she would if I did. But I want to keep my promise. If you ever break it then I might go all out on myself. Take me home. Please. Mrs. B showed our class pictures from philly. Fuck philly. They can take their eagles and shove em up there asses!! right lizzy? (If you don't know lizzy loves the steelers too) steelers pal? Idk. Im a loser. Jen told me this is the last meeting? But who will I talk to then? I feel like I keep somthing to myself that don't tell a soul. My true inner thoughts. But they aren't what I want to think but its what might happen. Im not sure. I can shut up. That's all? No one good is on aim. Jen and mother left somewhere. I shall listen to music. Yeah I will. well what now people? i wish ville would stop smoking. three packs a day is wayy too much. gab? cat? <3