Being alone is no fun,
Never truely alone but its hard when there's no one to listen or touch. You know? One of these days when I can drive I'll just leave. Won't even tell anyone where im going. Won't even bring a change of clothes. Just go. Well maybe I'll tell someome. I have a headache. Other keeps asking me why we aren't together more. We're on bloomfeild ave. My mother is sayin you don't think thepeople in juarez want to stay there? They want out and I want in. They kill you there and bury you themselfs. No questions, no answers. I just want family. I want to know that my blood flows in their vains. I want to know that there the closest to brothers and sisters I have. I see my little sousin everth like my little brother so I do indeed miss him dearly. I look at the photograph I have of him wearing my necklace sometimes. I know how to get to your house from were we are. I look out the window a lot so when I can drive I know where places are. Cat make my headache go away? The guy that drove by us is doing about 92. Guess he had places to see, people to meet. We just passed the old movie theater. I remeber the last movie we saw there. It snowed big time. My momther has last about 20 so I sat there and then instead of feeling bad for myself I tryed to catch the snow flakes with my mouth. Jason called me. I have to keep busy, I'll get sad ish if I stay still. Well we're here in costco now. Imma get starbucks, and fruit stuff. I hope roy emails me. Guess im letting the keyboard bleed. Ahhhh kitten this totaly sucks. This is the feeling you get when you smoke but I haven't in 11 months. Jen gorman. She wqas my person. The dualing clocks. Cold like a popicle to the crouth. Kay well looks like today was good. Ended up seeing the mckays when I thought I was just gonna drop off the dvd's. <3 now I can fall alseep like a good boy