listen up.
im beat. i have a headache.
im going insane here. i've beenon of rnearly five hours
waiting to see if she'd be on so i can talk to her. some of you might call if pathetic but i havent been able to talk to her and it gets to me. you guys out there ever have someone like that? jen and mother went to some party, and well i stayed home. im kicking myself on the bum for not going now. this place is too big and quite to be here alone. soim trying to keep my spirtsup by singing some of my favorite tunes. can you imangen what im going to be like with a WHOLE week alone here? gosh. im really pushing to go to dallas with my uncle manny. to see my tia rita and the kids. dont tell anyone but my uncle and i are going to drive to juarez too, its a ten hour drive but thats where our family is. what i wont like about this trip is that i think i'll be gone for a week's time. it'll be a long week for my partner. it's 7:44. we brought my quad to storage. i'll miss riding it to the mailbox and back ;/. i havent eaten meat in i want to say three weeks and i want five more to go. isnt easy pals. im nearly falling asleep, i loved the hug you girls gave me together <3 xoxo, bryan