To my readers

Hey everyone, how are you all? Drop me a line? Today was long, just two more tests. Im singing "handlebars" I miss her, hope she's warm and sleeping. Its 10:10. I had someone tell me that they felt bad for me since I can't just go out and see my family, it really sucks. I miss my family all year round, and when I must leave I always cry, (it's okay if your thinking cry baby). I love it when the family goes to cita's house and everyone is just there, together. We may just talk or not even go out but all year round that's why I wish for. Don't take family for granted, don't take anything for granted. " you never know what you have untill its gone" true, I've learned. I'm thinking of one special saturday, lia, the smile on my partner's face. I stare at my matches, thinking of when I picked the wick to my candel so I could watch the flame grow. I wonder if she's thinking of me, I never stop thinking of her. No, it wasn't my flaut, I need to realize it wasn't, how I blamed myself for her actions. She won't be coming back, I sometimes vist her and think of what she could of been. I can ride my bike with no handlebars. Teenage years, I can fake people, I know who will stay in my life, as I'll be in there's <3 them. On thursday we'll go to barts again, after school. I wonder if they like me, mum, dad. My eye lids grow heavy, kiss them softly so they'll close? 5,8,= 13, imma wear my lambert jersey tomorrow. Well imma make up a prayer, and then imma hit the hay. Life is too short to live with regret people, love, laugh, smile, life can be a bitch but with the right people they'll hold you up. Me a prayer? Wow ccd is rubbing off on me, night loves, I love you Miss McKay <3 xoxo 13