what are you thinking of?

Life lesson (listen up)

Don't ever let anyone tell you that you don't deserve what you want <3
got it? give me warmth? im cold and sleepyy

hey everyone =)
im iin a great mood,
beautiful day isnt it?
i miss you tho baby!
jen's at lind's so im here with me mum. im looking at a picture
of you but thats like shooting myself in the foot. but it's kayy because
i love you, i love you! =D Miss McKay, the love of my life <333333 life is sweet isnt it? at times it is wicked and i cant see the light but when im at peace i love my life. i cant think of someone who can say they have it better than me, you babe? =p dance with me? i loved yesterday, did you? i didnt go to bed for a long while, watched the justice league. tell your family i say ello? i wonder what your up to, sky diving? doing back flips? who knows. well im thinking of you, always am. im lame, thinking of last night. when we where in the corner and you thought you were squishing me, nope. mr. d just stood there, i didnt think he remembered me? and when that ladie said it's good that we;re ditacated to one an other. (sorry cant spell)and it was purple! <3, Mckay owned

Need a ride?

i love you catalina, im sleepyy

said no to what?
should i be worried?
sorry little one but i am, just a wee bit.

GUESS WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

me comic came in today!!!!!!!!!! =D kitty wanna read it too? me happpyyyy nowww <3333333333333333333333333 you baby

Hello there,
my beloved readers,
gosh when i think about it who reads this
anyways? cat and lizzy? myspace is a nag.
my current problem is that i cant find my goddamn phone,
i just finished photoshoping a picure of myself, got rid of the big imperfection,
my face. then it was all better. throw me in a cell, throw away the key? i believe there, and only there that i could write how i use write. my skin keeps fake, i wish i could scream, would they hear? im reading over the eight notes, <3

First day without a word

Busy, yeah that's it.
thinking of friday, wondering what you thought of when I did something. Night time is the only time im happy, because you love me, in my dream. Deep line. I laid here and watched the day pass me by, sang it away. Wondering if she thought of me, just got goosebumbs. So I guess imma see reo speedwagon with my dad. Cool I guess. No more cmt's too. So 7th I can take it easy, just sit on my desk and read or just write. Well I think im gonna hop in the shower and clean up. Random but I like it when the drops hit my body and you just stand there and let your hair fall where it may. Im thinking of mom's painting (yours). Pinch me? Cut me? Love me?

Easter huh?
im listening to i cant fight this feeling.
i miss the family, seeing the mountains as the sun sets behind them.
thinking of the smoke i had on the roof, there was no stars out that night,
i miss you, wonder where you are, wonder if your okay, have you seen the moon? its been full lately, the thought is coming back and i cant fight it off now, i'll sleep it away. did you write back? i wonder what you thought of the night, friday. well imma go to bed for a short while. love bryan 13

dont mind the video, just listen

yeah thats it, sing bryan, sing....
im sure it isnt me

theres more bryans than just me tho...

mom said after i read the not that the light changed in my eyes,
i cant think straight

maybe he should back off for a while :/

To my readers

Hey everyone, how are you all? Drop me a line? Today was long, just two more tests. Im singing "handlebars" I miss her, hope she's warm and sleeping. Its 10:10. I had someone tell me that they felt bad for me since I can't just go out and see my family, it really sucks. I miss my family all year round, and when I must leave I always cry, (it's okay if your thinking cry baby). I love it when the family goes to cita's house and everyone is just there, together. We may just talk or not even go out but all year round that's why I wish for. Don't take family for granted, don't take anything for granted. " you never know what you have untill its gone" true, I've learned. I'm thinking of one special saturday, lia, the smile on my partner's face. I stare at my matches, thinking of when I picked the wick to my candel so I could watch the flame grow. I wonder if she's thinking of me, I never stop thinking of her. No, it wasn't my flaut, I need to realize it wasn't, how I blamed myself for her actions. She won't be coming back, I sometimes vist her and think of what she could of been. I can ride my bike with no handlebars. Teenage years, I can fake people, I know who will stay in my life, as I'll be in there's <3 them. On thursday we'll go to barts again, after school. I wonder if they like me, mum, dad. My eye lids grow heavy, kiss them softly so they'll close? 5,8,= 13, imma wear my lambert jersey tomorrow. Well imma make up a prayer, and then imma hit the hay. Life is too short to live with regret people, love, laugh, smile, life can be a bitch but with the right people they'll hold you up. Me a prayer? Wow ccd is rubbing off on me, night loves, I love you Miss McKay <3 xoxo 13

Im

loved <3

could it? naw

i want to scream,
i feel chained,
me about to cry.
im sorry, hold my hand and sing to me?

Do I ever cross your mind, anytime
Do you ever wake up reaching out for me
Do I ever cross your mind anytime
I miss you
Still have your picture in a frame
Hear your footsteps down the hall
I swear I hear your voice, driving me insane
How I wish that you would call
To say
Chorus
I miss you
I miss you
(no more) loneliness and heartache
(no more) crying myself to sleep
(don’t want no more) wondering about tomorrow
Won’t you come back to me
Come back to me, oh
Chorus
Chorus
I miss you
I miss you
I miss you


i dont listen to this song offten so when i do
i think. i drew a heart and b+c 08 on a handle thing on the bart trails.
sorry i dont know what to say, i'll go away

I had a wonderful night yesterday, loved it soooo muchh <33
wouldnt you people want to know details? well guess what?! :x sooo ha! :D <33 you baby

Hey you!
Yeah you!!
Wanna know something?
Ugly is my secret identity, when im not around people
Im gorgeous =) that’s what it seems to me. I’m crying, I feel confused and frustrated.
I wish I could just hold her, make it all go away, I wish. Im happy, im taken, ive fallen in love with a girl, im loved, what else do I need? <3

I looked over texts and i want you close,
missing you, bryan

Dear bryan,
there somethings you
just keep to yourself, that was one :x

hello people of take the time of day to read my blog.
shall me talk current events? umm brett favre threw in the towel after
seventean seasons. give me a sec to wipe my tear away, kay now where was i? oh yeah sucks to be in green bay huh? now his back up has big shoes to fill. oh and we signed big ben to an eight year, 102 million doller deal.president? i wanna hillary to win, sorry if i spelled it wrong, lets to just to Mrs.Cinton. bush wants the old guy to win so he can contoue the war, i believe he should strap him with an ak and send his dumb ass to the middle east, it's his war to fight, not ours. why should we lose, fathers, mothers, aunts, uncles for a son of a bitch who wanted to take what wasnt his? fuck em. im cold, should i get my beloved steelers blankie? to be honest im also sleepy, i finished all my homework in school so i feel good. well maybe she'll text? over and out, beyan 13

Did i do something wrong?
i feel hopeful, make it stay?

Some there? Anywhere? Can you hear me?
I’m listening and singing along to when I’m gone.
Coma White reminds me of sherry:’(, I wonder what she’s up to.
Maybe she thinks of me? My hands are so cold and I’m not sure why, warm them up?
I would like that. Her smile, when she saw what I tried to hide, what did she think? The sword looks worn down by the elements, may I pick it up for one more swing? Don’t cry bryan. Superman wouldn’t cry, would he? I can’t fly, shoot a lazar with my eyes, cant take a bullet, cant lift a car and throw it hundreds of yards away. Silly boy yes you can. Well besides the lazar. My partner gives me the straighten to do it all and so much more, so much more. I just closed my eyes for a lost blink and I saw you extend a hand, and pulled me out of a hole. I love you baby, I’m staying. Do I really talk to adults like normal people? I’ll try to work on it, CMT’s are tomorrow :/ it’ll be a long day. I wanna say more but I’ll text it to ya <3

This made me cry of laughter :D

I haven’t blogged in a while,
I’ve had a great week, the cmt’s began well
Tuesday will be the real test. Since the test will start I get to see
my sister in law three times a day so =). The movie this past Friday was okay
I couldn’t keep my eyes off her, I treasure every moment that I spent besides her.
Saturday was great I spent it with the McKay’s what’s better than that? I met cat’s neighbors and there was nice and their kids were funny. Lia is adorable, I ve been thinking of Saturday a lot. I wonder what my shorty is up to. Well imma listening to dark blue and now imma start my homework. Love; bryan

Robin (=